My identity and other stuff if u care enough about it.

My names Zephyr, I am a 17yo Vulpes vulpes on the internet learning how to make personal websites. This is my about page, welcome!

Airies are by CheesyHFJ on youtube!

About the site

This website is a personal website of the creator named zephyr, It is to track certain things about themselves and to blog and post their art with peace from actual social media sites. Technically speaking, this site is a little corner of the internet just for zephyr.

Identity

About the Creator (long read)

I am a Vulpes vulpes. What does this mean? It means I am a red fox. Though in human terms, I will say that I am a red fox "therian", even though the term doesnt fit, since I believe that I am a red fox in every way, the term "holothere" might be more of my experience, but i dont see it as that either.

I feel that my "therianthropy" is caused by past traumas. Me being a fox started around the ages 6 to, maybe, 14 years old. However, i have always been a canine in some way. When i was a kit, I would dream that i had made my own "wolf" costume, and lived with the "wolves" (now i know, are not wolves, but coyotes.). I also used to have fantasies of living with fictional characters, like, going to the bubble guppies school because my IRL school was horrible, and similar experiences.

I have no concept of gender identity or orientations, though the flags below are the closest thing i can understand about my experiences. The only reason i use flags is because i feel as if my identity is important, and i wish to have labels to explain my experience even if i dont really understand gender, orientation, or other similar experiences.

From a young age, ever since i was born, ive never identified with an "AGAB". I also do not wish to label myself with "AFAB" or "AMAB" because i am not either, i am not intersex either. I just am. Though others have labeled me with one, it makes me uncomfortable, since i believe that me, and others, are just.. not that.

I am what humans call "neurodivergent" meaning that my brain works in different ways than "neurotypicals." I have, in the past, wished that i was neurotypical, and wished that i wasnt this way, but now ive seemed to accept the way my brain works. Me being neurodivergent effects everything i do and say, so please be patient with me.

I also want to add that i experience dissociative episodes, and sometimes, i feel like im not me. With my dissociation comes amnesia, and i often forget things extremely easily, however forgetting others is harder, but does happen. If i forget anything, or you, dont take it as me hating you, i cannot help that i do this. Adding to this, i may forget to reply to you if we are texting, I dont hate you if i do this, my brain sometimes reads a text and replys in the head, or just forgets. This may have an explanation, but i wish to not label myself as the disorder seems to not be self diagnosable, and I am unable to be diagnosed due to living with my creators. If i had to label it though, id say i have OSDD type 1, though i wish to not label myself as that since i am undiagnosed.

This might go with the neurodivergent paragraph, but i really relate to the character Airy from one. He seems to be the most similar in the way he acts and talks and he basically is me, in a way. Im wondering if this is.. "kin"sidered.. Fictionkin or not. I also relate to foxes, since they are often seen as a solitary species.